Update

Played a couple of hours last night. Played in $2-$4 LH and after dropping a buy-in and basically card dead, I switched to $1-$2 LH 6 handed. Ended the BR at the end of the day at $156. I need more consistency and I need to change tables if I cannot catch cards for more than 10 orbits!!!

Christmas Time

After a couple of weeks hiatus in playing poker, I started playing again two days ago. I got the BR up to $354.00 last night but ended up quitting with $254.00 left. When my AA's got beat by quad 99's on the flop after capping before the flop, I had tyo call it a night. $2-$4 LH 6 handed is sometimes too unpredictable. "sigh". I hope to do better again tonight. My goal is to get my BR to $1,000.00 asap.

Idiot Never Learns

I got my BR up to $570.00 last night before going to bed.. Guess what it is now after playing about an hour of $3-$6 6 handed FLH....I have a $112.00 to my name. Several bad beats in about 7 pots within an hour collapsed my BR. KK's beat by 86os, Top two pair beat on the river by higer two pair and so on... is this what they call variance? Damn, all these beats happened one after the other in the same table..I'm sure the other players smelled blood in the water after seeing several of my bad beats and probably figured I'm a marked man by Stars to lose at that table....

Hope I can turn it around very soon.

Second Start

I have blown my BR because I'm a degenerate gambler. Yesterday I start anew with $80 deposit at Stars. My original intent was to grind in $.25-$.50 FL or $5 12 man. But I could not resist and I ended up playing $1-$2 Fl 6 handed at first. And I opened up another table of $50 NL last night. At the end of the night after 3 hours of play my BR stood at $280.

This morning, I played and I got it up to $360... and I lost some of it back and got my BR back down to $270 which then I stopped. After some thoughts on how I should be playing. I went back on again after 4 hours spending some Holloween activities with the family and played $3-$6 FL 6 handed. I also played a $12 180 mann which I became bored with and got sent to the rail at 100th place. At the end of the day my BR now stands at $417.00.

My target is to get it up to four digits by the end of the month. I gotta work on my patience in the tourneys or else I will just end up losing everything in the cash games.

Food For Thought

After seriously thinking what keeps happening to my BR... I came to conclusion that I REALLY have a TILT problem... drinking alcoholo while playing does not help either... I need to focus to make this work...

What the Hell!!!!

What the hell is wrong with me? Last night I got my BR up to $102...yes $102 playinh $.50-$1 FLH. When it got down to $89...guess what I did? I went to $1-$2 FLH to try to win more money... when I started losing and my funds went down to $46... I went back to $.50-$1 FLH...now I only have $20 in my BR...I'm an idiot...

Update

I just played at $.50-$1.00 flh... risked my whole BR of $52...went down to $20.00...played for an hour... now I ended up with $76.62...lol.now im registered in the 3.30 triple shootout at PS. lost the 3.30...now registered for the 11+1 180 man sng. Lost the 180 man...out at 114...lol

Start of a new beginning

Several days ago I started to seriously play online poker at PS. Started with $100 playing $1-$2 FLH and got it up to around $300....and lost all of it due to some major coolers. I redeposited $50 to start anew and got it up to $270... then lost it all again at $3-$6 FLH...arghh... I have the worst BRM imaginable.. three days ago I had $5.15 left to my name and I took a gamble playing the $2.20 90 man tourney for a first place win of $49.95...yippeee.. I'm going to improve my BRM and try to work this up to $100k by years end (yeah right)...my BR now stands at $52.00