Start of a new beginning

Several days ago I started to seriously play online poker at PS. Started with $100 playing $1-$2 FLH and got it up to around $300....and lost all of it due to some major coolers. I redeposited $50 to start anew and got it up to $270... then lost it all again at $3-$6 FLH...arghh... I have the worst BRM imaginable.. three days ago I had $5.15 left to my name and I took a gamble playing the $2.20 90 man tourney for a first place win of $49.95...yippeee.. I'm going to improve my BRM and try to work this up to $100k by years end (yeah right)...my BR now stands at $52.00