Second Start

I have blown my BR because I'm a degenerate gambler. Yesterday I start anew with $80 deposit at Stars. My original intent was to grind in $.25-$.50 FL or $5 12 man. But I could not resist and I ended up playing $1-$2 Fl 6 handed at first. And I opened up another table of $50 NL last night. At the end of the night after 3 hours of play my BR stood at $280.

This morning, I played and I got it up to $360... and I lost some of it back and got my BR back down to $270 which then I stopped. After some thoughts on how I should be playing. I went back on again after 4 hours spending some Holloween activities with the family and played $3-$6 FL 6 handed. I also played a $12 180 mann which I became bored with and got sent to the rail at 100th place. At the end of the day my BR now stands at $417.00.

My target is to get it up to four digits by the end of the month. I gotta work on my patience in the tourneys or else I will just end up losing everything in the cash games.

Food For Thought

After seriously thinking what keeps happening to my BR... I came to conclusion that I REALLY have a TILT problem... drinking alcoholo while playing does not help either... I need to focus to make this work...

What the Hell!!!!

What the hell is wrong with me? Last night I got my BR up to $102...yes $102 playinh $.50-$1 FLH. When it got down to $89...guess what I did? I went to $1-$2 FLH to try to win more money... when I started losing and my funds went down to $46... I went back to $.50-$1 FLH...now I only have $20 in my BR...I'm an idiot...

Update

I just played at $.50-$1.00 flh... risked my whole BR of $52...went down to $20.00...played for an hour... now I ended up with $76.62...lol.now im registered in the 3.30 triple shootout at PS. lost the 3.30...now registered for the 11+1 180 man sng. Lost the 180 man...out at 114...lol

Start of a new beginning

Several days ago I started to seriously play online poker at PS. Started with $100 playing $1-$2 FLH and got it up to around $300....and lost all of it due to some major coolers. I redeposited $50 to start anew and got it up to $270... then lost it all again at $3-$6 FLH...arghh... I have the worst BRM imaginable.. three days ago I had $5.15 left to my name and I took a gamble playing the $2.20 90 man tourney for a first place win of $49.95...yippeee.. I'm going to improve my BRM and try to work this up to $100k by years end (yeah right)...my BR now stands at $52.00