Same idiot

I re-deposited two nights ago for $60.00 as I had bustoed my BR. Same old shit me. Cannot grow my BR to $1000 and cannot even maintain a BR without redepositing within a month.

Maybe I just suck at BR management. (no kidding). Whenever I grow my BR I jump to another level where I should not be playing.

Playing .10/20 when my BR reach $40 I move to $1/$2. When I get to $200 I play in $2/4 LH. And guess what? When I have $400 to my name, I play in $3/$6 LH. So when 3 coolers/bad beats happen, I lose a massive % of my BR.

What an idiot!!!

Crash

Lost several buyins at $1-2 LH last night ugggh... Need to concentrate more. BR now stands at $21.00

Still a retard

What the hell just happened? I almost bustoed my BR in one night at $3-6 LH 6 handed holdem in a couple of hours. I ran bad and I could not lower the stakes. I started with $400 and just should have stopped at $196 when I had the chance. I think the tilt factor prevented me from doing this...lol

I stopped playing when I had $14 left to my name...grrr.. a $380 loss in one sitting what a waste.

I recouped and regrouped my mind for several hours and started playing .10/.20 LH until I got it up to $20. After that I started playing .25/.50 LH. After getting it up to $40 I started playing $1-$2 LH..

Hopefully I can get it back up so that I can reach my goal of $1000 at least for once and be able to withdraw a 4 figure amount.

Downswing

Last night I dropped about $220 in $3-$6 6handed LH. I should have stopped when I lost my 1st buyin. I risked my entire BR and was down to my last $38 until I was able to fight back up to $175.

KK<10-7hh str8 and a flush on the river. I better maintain my "A" game if I want to make my goals this month.